Sunday 7 June 2015

PURITY!

Letting it out hurts 
The hurt I can't explain, 
 The pain is real, 
The blood is a cloth. 
The history of the story, 
Is a story itself, 
So lets go little by little into the dark. 
A black heart doesn't mean 
There isn't love in it. 
A snick peek won't capture this moment 
A heart is crying 
The tears are in blood 
The eyes can't understand that 
Only if it has Ebola 
À gbe ebo ka ìgún la  
But see am not a liar. 
The plot thickens 
I find words 
But after seeing them 
I realised, I have to thank Allah for life. 
Cos no matter where life takes me 
I always meet gold 
And I have never believed in black diamonds 
They are too sleazy. 
A tribute to those I love 
The ones who have loved me and still do 
I say thank you. 
But my SELF love is still not enough 
So to myself, I say sorry 
If you are not me  
You will not understand this 
But I would like to share, 
But the size is too heavy, 
The weight of my thought that is, 
I will look back now 
And see a heart has been dropped here, 
The love the heart has given, taken and shared 
Has kept it in use. 
This not a poem, story nor song. 
Its the words I whisper that you never hear. 
Tho I think my heart will heal 
But until then I will keep loving you, you and you. 
                          P.S from the heart of a fool

LONGING

Seeing her reminds me of the moments,
The control of body is possible 
But the mind is a rogue 
The mind has a mind of its own 
Her back is the front page of my dreams 
And I can't help but smile 
When she looks that way 
I know she is trying to be sure 
But surely am still hooked 
The playlist falls deep 
The depth of my pain is the catalyst of my mood 
Anyone that has loved knows 
The pain that it evokes,
Its unequivocal in its spirit of craze